I have this theory that you can tell how someone is feeling based on their internet activity. What does that tell you about how I'm feeling right now...?

Well, Sherklocks and Sherlockettes...

hints:

I'm on AIM incessantly.
This is mty second update today.
And you wouldnt even have to meet me to know everything about me and what I am doing any one given moment of any day, you'd just have to check my facebook.

I forgot why I did drugs until I came back to Stafford.

The funny thing is I dont want to get high until they get on my nuts twenty-four fucking seven.

I just wanted to go get a goddamn caramel apple cider in fucking peace and somehow even THAT evolved into some demented power struggle with my ass of a father.

Do I regret doing cocaine?

Most of the time...no.

I think everyone is focusing on the wrong issue...even me...these are all symptons.

God damn you Alex...why did I ever listen to that kid?

Everything is gray, and flat, and cold and distant here. I hate Northern Virigina. I hate December. I hate Christmas and I hate how I feel right now.

Empty and alone.